Smile for me
You know that's what I wanna see
A smile on your face
Brings me more happiness than a chocolate shake
When I see you frown
It makes me want to by you a clown
But you see
I am scared of those little clowns even from up in a tree
They are too happy go lucky for my likes
And they ride around on little kid bikes
You ever wonder where they get those?
I think they steal them from little kids with no toes
And where ever do
They get those huge shoes?
I think they are used
To squish little kid's cabooses
Well any way
After all this talk about those clowns, hey,
I might get you one any way
I'll rent one from the circus
With all honesty
You should know today
That I wouldn't want anymore
Than than for
You to be happy on this dreaded day of
Love
Don't be sad
Or mad
My friend
I am here to say
Without dismay
I am your valentine!
Today is that day again
The day of love among some "just friends"
If I had one wish on this day of love
It wouldn't be to find love, no
It wouldn't be to get chocolates and flowers among
Those other trinkets ones may get
All I would wish for this day of sometimes regret
Would be to always be remembered in your soul
As the one who is there, never to take a toll
On you as my friend
To forever be r
Hold a gun to my head
With bullets of lead
You know you can't do it
Pull it, pull it
Cock that fuck of a gun
Cock it and Pull it you don't need the sun
To aim at my head
Put me to rest, lay me in bed
Can you do it?
Can you pull the trigger my love?
That gun you hold, it's nothin but a bluff
I thought what I thought, and then in an instant
Bang
And I was dead
The fire surrounding you
Engulfing your soul
Burning, beckoning your worthless life away
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you really need?
You are falling, farther, farther, down you fall
No one can stop it
This is the path you chose
No turning back
No turning back now
Now your gone, gone, gone far away for eternity lost
For eternity you are lost
Let me go
Let me fall
Down, down I do
Let me hit the wall
It hurts me so much more than it hurts you
Don't think I can take it again
Don't think I can live it though
The lies
They kill
Can't you see that I can't fly
You think I'm your toy, here to fill
All your needs
Thats where your wrong
This is where I stop
This is where the pain is too much to cover up
This is the end my love
Forget what I ever was
For I lay here now
In a pool of my blood
With a knife in my left
And a note in the other
That has just one sentence written in my own fine print with blood
"I could not take it my love"
As spring time fades
The leaves fall down
I wait for you on this path I have laid
Never knowing
Never showing
You'll never know
How I loved you so
For you have let me go
Before the winter could show
The cold in your art
The deception of your ever darkening heart
Something worth living for
Something that makes me want to stay
A feeling that is really for sure
Maybe I can find a way
Give me a better reason
The ones you give just aren't good enough
I can't live just to please em
Give me a reason
A reason, a reason my love
I don't wanna please em
Any longer my love
Nothing can compare
To the pain I bear
When it comes to you
And your "how do you do?"
I don't believe a single word of it dear
But please don't fear
I won't hurt you
For you know that is true
I don't need any revenge on you or them
I'll just move on with him
Maybe I'll even learn to love myself again
Everything around me is muffled
By my not so stead heart beats
All I can hear
Is this hissing in my ears
When you are near
All I can do to stop the tear
Is hold on tight
I do not like the flight
I can't take it when I feel your touch, so fine
I can't stand it when your lips touch mine
I can't hold on to reality
When every time your lips touch me I fade into my own eternity
Everlasting,
Never asking
For more than a touch
A glance of your glorious face I find so lovely
Can this be true? Is this for me?
I can not tell if this is real
I can not comprehend the way you feel
Next to me
In the summer breeze
If I hade known what
This smile
I wear it like a mask
A mask to hide all of my fear and sorrow
Behind this smile
That seems so real
I hide my emotions
For no one to feel except me
I am sad alone
I am on my own
Because I wear this smile
Like a mask
To hide all of my fear and sorrow
And to keep it to myself
So I won't bother other people
With this sorrow I hide
Behind this fake smile